Tuesday, June 16, 2009

My life is Changing

It's monday morning the 15th of June and I just got back from a cruise with my family and husband. So my husband and I have been trying to get pregnant for about two months. I have noticed that I did not get my glorious Aunt Flo during the cruise. So I wake up early Monday morning to go pee on the stick (they say using your morning pee is better than any other time of the day) So I do what I need to do and then I didn't even have to wait the 3 minutes it says and the words that are about to change my life pop up. I was afraid to look cause I did not want to see Not Pregnant. So I look and then I scream.. I am not sure what to do next. I don't want to call Michael at work to let him know cause I will not get a true reaction. So I go out to the store and buy him a fathers day card (which was the Sunday coming up) It also happened to be our One Year Anniversary. So I patiently wait for 3:30 to roll around so I can give him his card. He gets home and I tell him I can't wait till Sunday to give this to him. He opens it up and is very excited. First words out of his mouth "I'm not broken." Which I guess is a huge concern among men. So we decide we are going to keep this a secret till we go to the Dr.
I called the Dr the next day to set up our first apt which will not be till July 28th!! Which I would be around 10 weeks pregnant. How can we keep this secret for so long?? We visit both our famlies almost every other weekend.